(((sugahorse))) Im so sorry you have been feeling so bad. When is your next pdoc appt? I know I am hanging by a thread waiting for mine on Monday. I really wish he would just start completely over with my meds and make it a clean slate cause I dont think mine are working correctly. Kinda feel like you in a mixed state which really sucks. Sorry I dont have any inspirational advise. Good luck and hope you start to feel better soon!