Guys,

Thanks for all of the encouragement. Called my Mom to see if I could go there for the weekend, and she said yes, but I don't want to bring her down...I just want to sleep. I've been in bed for the last 4 hours and I'm just going right back to bed. I guess it's too late - I'm totally anxious and depressed. I could barely drive to the PO box this morning...much less getting out and doing something for myself.

I'm going to go back to bed and try to sleep this off. I'll be back in a little while.

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