Don't put yourself down natnatasha, I am sure that you are a wonderful person who is not average, weak and shy - proving it by posting here to express how hurt you are.

Do you want to continue being with him if he has betrayed your trust like that?

My therapist has said to me many time in the past, trust can't be earnt, it either there or it's not... open you heart and think deep and long - sound to me like you deserve better xx