>>I know i shouldnt let them get to me. Beleive me im trying not to. Its frustrating ya kno?

You are right that you shouldn't let them get to you and also right that that is much easier said than done. But it is good that at least you know that it is a problem with them and not with you. I hope it is also very comforting to have Beth see the same things happening, so you don't feel like you are completely alone in this struggle... not necessarily the struggle to get you gma to believe you but the struggle to get the support that you need from some source.

Are there any support groups in your area because they can be helpful too, as well as this place. We all know all too well what it is like to be "not believed" unfortunately.