I understand your position, but perhaps the fact that I've felt the same way she is feeling and was feeling when she deleted her entire self, gives me the ability to understand HER. Perhaps that's why I don't feel bitter. I'm just terribly, terribly sad that she's hurting like she is. Her pain doesn't come from anything imagined. It's real and it's for a real reason.

Before she could tell me ANYTHING about the circumstances, she told me "I feel like someone died." Her last entry in her blog told me everything I needed to know. I don't know, Doc... maybe "it's a woman thing."

I do understand that you would feel betrayed, too, though. Gives you food for thought, doesn't it?