You mentioned you were bi, so I thought I'd post a link to a Bisexual forum for guys. It may help you 
http://www.shybi-guys.com/forum/
Oh and your posts arent pointless, you just have a lot on your mind/heart right now. I like reading your posts. 
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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