i guess im proud that i gave it up for four months. im just always afraid that if i start im going to keep going and not stop and be as bas as i was last year (i could barely live a day without it and i really cut up my arms back then, and looking back on it, i dont want to get sucked back into it).

oh and ((( turquoisesea ))) good luck on recovering and ((( Maxime ))) good job on the year!

--bluegirl