I kinda wish I could keep everyone at arms length...and I do for the most part. It's just those certain people that I think I put too much into. Especially since they have their own lives ya know? I'm 31 years old and I cling to them like a child. It's weird- and really, really hard when they don't cling back. 
Thanks for all the replies btw
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JayCee
"Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy,the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?..I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired.I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”-Elizabeth Wurtzel
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