although i do not agree with your name, (((( loser37 ))))

its going to be okay, okay? you need to get help right now though in real life to help you. you can do this, we all want you here and alive, and to not end everything. it can get better, just ask for help irl
sending mega hugs to help you right now.

it'll be better, but you have to. not. take. your life. so get help... please? and if it helps to vent, you can pm me WHENEVER, and i'll talk with you.
you can make it through this, ok

--bluegirl