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Originally Posted by little*rhino
thanks lynn... i'm just a bit down because i feel so lost to myself today. i deleted the body of the text because i just felt too vulnerable.
now that i am making real progress physically each day, i so badly want to hit the ground running, you know? i want to make the days ahead of me purposeful and cohesive... but i'm clueless as to how. i think i am in for some disappointment because i think i have built things up to be at a different point than they are in reality. i am doing SO much better than before, but i have a lot of real world problems to solve before life will calm down and be ok. i need to be ok with that... and not lose all the positive gains i got during the past couple weeks/months.
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That's okay rhino - I understand. You're actually a very positive sounding person. Major surgery can really take a toll physically and mentally. Usually I do a much better job at inspiring but like I said - I'm having a bad day also. For some reason when I'm down, I lose my creative writing. I hope you feel better soon and wait for a day when you feel stronger. You can't solve everything at once anyway - one step at a time.
