(((((Kiya)))) I am SO incredibly in AWE of you how how you have moved forward and changed. It seems to me like it isnt just a shot in the arm, but a true change of direction for ALL of you and your recovery.

It is GREAT that the group will continue for a little while longer. And, you never know, as it continues, the T might find a way to continue further. And I want to support you on seeing this T individually if you can. WOW! I know the change would be hard but you know where your T stands. And this can only be something positive.

About letting the selves thing slip....I also think this was a GREAT thing, too. You know that you are there to be Kiya and to help Kiya....all of Kiya...to recover. On some level, do you feel a bit of relief that you can truly be yourself and allow the group membes (7 is a good number!) to "see" you. How can you be in group long term and not truly be yourself? That when the group knows you and what you have to deal with, they can interact with the "real" Kiya. And they can help you from there. Those members are not there in this group because they dont have serious issues, they do. I LOVE that you had this "slip" and now the cat is out of the bag! Keep lettin' those cats out!

I am SOOOOO proud of you!