about myself. I didn't know where to put this, so I guessed here would be alright.

I've been very angry, belligerent, and fed up lately. I suppose I've been stressed out too.
I've thought about my life and how bad it is sometimes, and I'm just mad. Mad that I still can't have a say in my family and how my family's ruining me. Yesterday, I got fiercly upset with them and I lost my temper. I felt this was right to do, but obviously so wrong. My personal life is being ruled over anger I guess, and thoughts that I am not a good person. I wasn't always a mean person, but the events in my life just make me think so.
I don't know what to do. I need a T so badly, but I don't want to talk to my family. Today, I'm even being avoided.