So every week I look forward to going to my class at Second City theatre school. I love it and never miss. However, this morning, I was sooo sick that I didn't even feel like waking up or going anywhere. I usually feel like this but that's because of my bipolar. But the one day of the week I have go to my class and I get there by tking a 45 minute train ride and then walking a few city blocks.

Well I feel soo guilty that I missed the class because I feel that I let every one down including my self. I just am mad, sad, and guilty that I didn't go. I know that it is my fault and I should'nt *****, but I was just wondering if any one else ever feels that way.

You want to do something but you feel you cant and then your angry, sad, and guilty that you didn't do it.