Theodora- I don't want to talk to my family about getting one. I honestly don't want them to know anything about my problems seeing that are problem starters for me. I'm afraid they will think they are bad people or get angry because I'm "overreacting." Honestly, I could really benifit from a T.
I'm sorry to ask but, what does JMO mean? (edit: JMO=Just my opinion?)
I know I'm influencing my family, which saddens me, but if I stop my angry ways, I won't feel complete. Being angry is my thing, and if I turn all gracious and nice, I wouldn't be happy with myself.
I use a journal, not to collect my thoughts, but more of a collection of things I need to focus on in life. I don't want anyone to read my real thoughts..
I'm "cold" because I'm trying to figure out why I'm such a mean person. Revealing the truth hurts. Thank you for caring!

TheByzantine- Thank you for the kind words, friend! I hope I can control myself with those wonderful websites above!

Hugs to all.