i think this is why when i go to T and i dont taalk at all im totally ok with the silence.i can just sit in her office and not say a word but feel safe with all the feelings that are going on in my head. not many places i can go and do that and feel that way for a lot of the same reasons affraid to be alone with my feelings. its a good feeling.im not alone and she is thare if i want her to be