PufNStuf Gosh do I know how you are feeling right now. I have been in the same boat this past week.
It SUCKS and there is nothing I can do to take it away. I did the no eating thing, because I wasn't hungry, but it made my eyes get all fuzzy and I kept feeling like I was going to pass out. Not good. You are right, BP does make it alluring....for now. It won't stay that way forever.
I believe you know already that this feeling is going to go away. It always does for me and that is what keeps me going. Thinking that one day the feelings will go away for a little bit.
Let the tears flow if they need to.
Always here for ya! Just some more to hold you over for now.