Hi, Redredblueblue22! Wow. You've now been going through withdrawals for a full day. Needless to say, now is not the time to act on urges or try to "accomplish" anything. All you need to do is get through this safely.
Your safety is my chief concern -- our concern. Don't hesitate to call for emergency help. Keep posting, please.
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.