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Originally Posted by Aquafara
Well, truthfully... You don't know that you'll be okay. You think so, but it can happen anyway. I don't need to tell you about diabetic sensitivity, esp. the feet. I think you should go. I know the whole point was to not let anyone know! You need to go. You did it, it's done, and you need to keep your appointment. This is important! I'm not trying to be mean, promise  |
hi first i want to say thanks for everyones concern
this site is amazing and so are everyone in it.my feet really are ok the wounds are not that deep and are already healing.i do promice if i see any sighns of infection ill def go untill then i did rescedual my check up apt for the 15th of next month and i intend to keep that apt.
im so glad to see that nobody here has the omg what are you doing attitude.you really do seem to understand.it is just someething i did and go on.my big thing is im just angry because i havnt done this in so long i forgot a lot of everything else that goes with SI.the guilt,shame,hiding it,the obsessiveness of it,etc..those whole 3 days of my life just took me on one heck of an emotional ride and i just seemed to go on auto pilot and SI.and it helped at the time.now im left with dealing with the mess.i am really affraid if my NP or T know about it they would want to lock me up or something for something that wasnt all that bad and it would ruin what i have left as a life