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Welcome to the forums here hun. I know how hard it is to see your Mom suffer too...I lost mine a year ago Christmas and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss her. That is normal for you ok? Keep posting to us here and talk about her as much as you want. You can talk about whatever is on your mind and we are all here for you.
You have found a wonderful group....take care.

Heather
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life - it goes on."
~~Robert Frost