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Originally Posted by rainbow8
I told her I had nothing to live for without therapy, and that's pathetic and not even true. I don't know how to change the deep hurts inside of me, and the wanting to be with a T. Without it, I'll survive. I know that. But it's like I've had a taste of what I crave, and it hurts so much to give it up. I'm not sure if it's worth changing. .
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**honesty being presented from a different perspective****
i dont know alot, but i think the highlighted statement is where you need to start.
you have a family, you have children, you have grandchildren and probably lots of other stuff and poeple that care about you.
my god. i cant even imagine.
therapy is more important than your grandchildren?
a relationship with someone once a week is more important than a lifetime with your children?
this struck me beyond belief. not because i dont understand your desire for a "mom" -- but because i dont understand how your relationship with someone you barely know and just met, trumps your kids or grandkids (unless you are broken family --then i can see this and please ignore my statements then...i was under the impression that your family is "ok")
i dont know alot, but i think your looking for the wrong thing....
"you have nothing to live for without therapy" --- you have alot.
im sorry if i went out of bounds, but i read that and it REALLY stuck out.... and i have lots of questions i could ask you that i thought of, but i think you need to think about this without anyone leading you.