Think this is the hardest thing for me. know I still haven't learned when I need to ask. When do you really know that you need to ask for the help? And then feeling safe enough to take the help. I know recently that I pretty much fell completely apart. To the point I couldn't physically speak and I still had a hard time admitting that I needed help. Think I want to be this super person who can do anything. And when I fall short of prefection I can't live with myselves. Having to ask for help feels like I'm not strong enough. And I should be stronger. But I don't think I'm that strong anymore. Just don't feel like I can do this on my own and I have a very hard time saying I need help. So there it is, I need help. But that's as far as I can go with this for today.
Monty