Everything in my life has completely unraveled in the last year. I lost my home, most of the money I had saved, my entire family, my daughter (twice in the last year, but this is the 3rd time total) to social services in addition to other things. I'm also on the verge of losing my once very supportive fiance as well.

I've reached the point where I have completely given up. I rarely leave my home and have come to fear even the most innate conversation with a grocery store clerk. I've been through "therapy" so many times, been through so many doctors that I no longer desire to even try. One of my stipulations to get my daughter back is to attend therapy. I told the social worker I would rather give my daughter up than go through all that crap again.

My family has completely stopped speaking to me and that has been the hardest of all of this. I have always supported them and they have turned their backs on me. I've always been a distrustful person and will never forgive their transgressions.

Suicide is constantly on my mind. I'm a cutter as well.

What do you do when there is no more hope?