Okay so I did something that probably wasn't wise but do I have to be wise all of the time??
I invited Richard over last night to hang out... and he came over... I thought I'd get a knock back but turns out that he does like me and we have fun together...
I think I did it as validation that I am attractive and that that wasn't the reason he had 'cooled' off so much..
Nice evening in the end. Am not hung up on him as I was and I think we could just continue as we are... which for the moment I am happy with...
Silly, silly, silly I know but it was a fun night and if it makes me feel good then is there any harm to it?... Am not emotionally involved in wanting a relationship with him anymore, don't even know that I was until he backed off... more of I want what I can't have...