I find triggers in my daily life so throw me. I really can feel like i am doing well and then I see what a triggering situation does to me and it brings back to me the power that the original situation had on me. The worst kinds are father triggers and arrogant women who treat me the way my mother did. The father things bring up fear and wanting to RUN. And the mother thing brings of feelings of hatred and wanting to turn it in on myself. Rage. And it can happen in a flash.

Im sorry you are feeling sadness and fearful about your son. We want so much for them and I can so relate to feeling pain for/with them. How is he doing?

About your mom- you are carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders with her. It seems like T gives you so much support and helps you to deal with that situation.

I wish you a good, connected session tomorrow.....