Thank you, thank you for your kind words, guys...it really helped. I mean, really. I feel a lot better today...I haven't had any med changes...it was a huge stressful trigger I think that did it (actually, I'm sure of it. BF took the wrong nighttime meds and OD'ed accidentally on AMBIEN (of all things...god). I had to stay up all night and :::gag::: keep the vomit out of his mouth. It was awful. Traumatizing. I thought he was going to die. He would have totally gone off the deep end if I'd called 9-1-1....unless he wasn't breathing (I'm still certified EMT). It's a lot different when it's someone you love you're working on.

Thank you so much, you guys. I'm just worried that now I'll have a seizure...usually 2-3 days after I feel better, if it was very stressful with a lot of crying, I'll have a seizure when I least expect it. =P Thanks so much for just being there. It helped immensely just to read your kind words. I can only really open up about the BPD to my Mom and bless her heart...it wears her out.