>>> Does anyone else ever worry about that sort of thing?
ohhhhh yessssss alllllll the tiiiiiime.....

>>> Does T tell you when they notice something different?
not usually. And even if I ask directly, the answers I get are sort of vague.

T once said that we were just two professionals sitting there having a conversation. I said, oh really. You took classes in how to read people, their posture, their grooming, the changes in their voices as they talk, their eye contact, their movements - didn't you? well, yes.

T is good at disguising the moments, but at times I do feel like I'm being swept by a pair of searchlights that just take in everything. This is one big reason why I don't do a lot of eye contact. Hey maybe I could carry a big folding screen to my next appointment, and sit on one side with T on the other side. Think she'll go for it?