I HAVE to use the dispensary in Jozi, or pay extra for using a diff dispensary...ugh, as if I don;t have enough to deal with...

The meds will be couriered monthly...even though my med/aid option doesn't cover mental health (my appt. I pay cash) they are bound my law to pay for the meds, as Bipolar falls under the list of Prescribed Minimum Benefit... I was sO glad the doc pointed that out, b/c I was working myself into a frenzy about money b4hand...

Now...I have to put job hunting on hold...1st need to check my med-reaction, have already spoken to a medical aid rep about being an independent member, (see what I mean) I'm working myself into a frenzy about things that are months away...

Just wish I felt different, just wish I knew HOW to feel...instead all I wanna do is RUN!!!