It's a rip off, if you ask me! How is R500 FAIR? OVERWHELMED seems like and understatement right now... I'm trying hard, really trying, to break IT down, not break down...seems the harder I try, the harder it's getting. Colleagues have noticed I'm "retreating" can't even put on my fav. song...(which for me is EXTREMELY bad) I just wanna go home and cry until it's over...

The trouble with breaking down the process is: WHAT IS THE PROCESS? and why they hell am I on the verge of tears????

I hate myself right now...