Kiya,

I'm sorry, but that is just disconcerting. If you are saying what I think you are, then I'd just like to say, that IMO, nobody has ever "gotta" SI. Sorry, that just really shocked me and for the good of everyone fighting, I couldn't ignore it.

Granite1,

This is exactly why I make a point to try and fight for yourself and not just for others, because the fact in life, is people come and go.

There will be things about you that you can't see, because your eyes are closed. Good things. It's the same with practically everyone I talk to who is in these sort of situations, myself included, apparently.

Try to respect and appreciate yourself, for you, for once. The people on here (or anyone local) who do know you, will be able to help you find the positives in you.

Sorry, I'm very tired, I don't mean to ramble this much.

Regards,
Akuma