Like, I hate my job, I've made that clear, but if I leave, I have to keep my medical aid now, because of the meds I need...so I've already spoken to the rep here at work, who say's she will organise everything if and when I leave the company to ensure my membership carries on independantly...

I'm with fedhealth, with a mickey mouse option they sucked out of their thumb for teletech. It's called blue door, I'm told it was created with our company in mind. All it means is, that I can go to a GP as often as I bloody well like...
That's why I have to pay cash for my mental health.

This med-aid rep at work assured me (as did the chronic meds confirmation letter) that fedhealth uses Phamacy Direct (Johannessburg) as it's Designated Service Provider. Should I opt to have my medication dispensed anywhere else, I could be liable to pay a non-refundable 40% co-payment. I'm in so much financial crap, it doesn't matter what 40% = in Rands, I CAN'T afford it right now...my bills are in arrears as is... AAARGH. WHY? not because I earn THAT little money, I spend IT ALL ON CRAP!!! Crap that are "must have" items when I'm bloody manic and crap I "need" to make me feel better when I'm depressed... SO NOW I HAVE NO MONEY UNTIL ATLEAST THE 16 JULY

PLUS with BlueDoor, there are only a handful of practitioners contracted, so it's difficult to get proper help, so I can only imagine the nightmare I'll incure if I request a pharmacy in Cape Town. The rep at work was told that our contracted dispensaries do not HAVE my meds,so LOTSA red tape!!! Like WTF???

This all just feels like TOO much work, really now, I just wanna crawl into my bed and bawl my eyes out until all's right with the world again...

Thanks for your continued support...