I agree Perna ;-) Thanks.

To be honest, maybe you saw my other post in the other section of the forum. I basically had a panic attack this morning for the first time and made an emergency appointment with a psychologist that I found (I have never been in therapy before for anything) - I went already to see her today and hope that things will be OK - She has helped me a lot already in bringing out the issues I have from my past and present.

Without me saying anything, she said that she'd like to talk to me a lot about my dreams and she summed up the meanings of the ones I told her about pretty much 100% without knowing me much at all.

Looks like I'll be doing this twice a week now with her, plus other therapy...