Granite..hang in there! I remember having many, many nights where I thought there was NO hope of me ever getting better, or every being "normal" sometimes even thinking I was a lot worse. . Then... somehow something happened and I was inching forward again. IDK...for me the hoplessness seems to sweep in quick and hard, knocks me down, but it does pass and I seem somehow get back up and then I find I've learned something important.

When I'm knocked down, I try to remember to check in with myself by saying (whether I believe it at the moment or not).. "Are you still breathing? Then there is still hope!"

(((Granite)))...hope it passes soon.