Peaches...there is no doubt that realizing your T is not there when you really needed her, totally sucks. Hopefully, when you do meet with her you both can work through this let down.

On the other side of this weekend is...YOU were there for you. Maybe you aren't happy with having to handle this situation or how you "handled" the dissociation and emotions...but I hope you can see and be proud of yourself for getting through it and being there for yourself.