Hi Soscared: I'm sorry you're having such a down day; I sure do know how that is. The depression beast really can be a booger, can't it? The good news is that this cloud WILL LIFT, and you'll feel differently about how you're experiencing the world and yourself, but man, I wish it didn't suck so much in the meantime, eh? I hope you'll keep writing here, because it often does help as you said. You're actually very brave to trudge thru. this, so I hope you'll reconsider telling yourself you're a loser, because, I, for one, just don't believe that = we care about you here! Most fondly, Peanut

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