Thanks Garden Gal,
I kinda wish I hadn't posted this.

I feel like I'm doing some whining.
I think a lot of it may be due to PMS (sorry guys). I feel SO awful with it. It's like depression X4. But I don't know when it will strike with force. So it's hard to know what is usual depression and what is made that much worse by PMS. I only say this because I feel so inordinately weak and tired today. Anything would seem overwhelming...