I did finally get an email, it took longer than they thought and they are still waiting to hear from my insurance.

So I have no idea if I should be up again early tomorrow or not...

And right now I am a wreck. I am SOOOOOOO sleepy, I mean really really sleepy, but I'm also jittery and when I also realized my heart is beating a little hard and fast... not really racing but I guess I am full of anxiety.

This is so hard to get through, and I don't want to end up in the hospital.