What I'm worried about is that this is how I have always been. Any guy I'm with I always have at least one or two that I know have feelings for me and are always kind of in the back of my mind. I am just so damn fickle.

When I think about it, my current bf is a really good guy. He just has some issues. But so does everyone right? And then I think why should I give up on him for his issues when I have them too and he has stuck by me when I have gone nuts on him before? And then I'll get little crushes all the time that aren't really anything, just my mind taking me away from whatever relationship I am in.

I really do feel deep down that I love my current bf. And I think if we could get some counseling and have someone outside of the situation tell us what we are doing (even though we both see it but we can't bring ourselves to believe it until someone else says it) that we could be really good together.

I really would like to just stop being so fickle and just make a decision. And I would like to say that I wouldn't end up doing the same thing with this other guy but, truthfully, I have felt this way about almost every guy I have dated. Just can't live without them, then when I get them, I'm looking for the next thing. What is my problem?