(((( HUGS ))))

That is so hard. SO hard. I'm sorry your T wasn't there for you when you needed T most. I hope you are able to work through this with your T and get some reassurance. I like Tree's suggestion about the heads-up on when T is available/not available, so you are at least aware.

My T stresses the importance of building up a support network in real life, so that I can reach out to them when he is not available. Easier said than done. He knows that I have the hardest time reaching out. I tend to do better with that here, knowing that my PC friends really know and understand what I'm going through and can relate and empathize.

Please reach out here when you need us. (( HUGS ))