I was in therapy from Dec. 2007-Aug. 2009 for anorexia (& OCD, which I'm on medication for). I'm close to the goal weight my dietician set for me, but still afraid to get there. I look at my legs & even arms everyday & think I'm fat, even though I'm not & I never have been. I feel like I have body dysmorphic disorder. I want to relapse, but know if my parents found out, they'd not be happy. I'm sure my psychologist, dietician, & psychiatrist would be upset, too. I don't know what to do.