Duchess, those thoughts are Lyin' Depression talking to you. They're not true. We all have losses and yes, they're painful, but as long as we have life, we have all we need. I know... it doesn't help much now, does it? Just know that you are not alone. After I re-read your PM to me, some cord was struck inside somewhere. My heart went out to you and it's still there. Know that I care... and so do the people here on the board. Do what you must, but above all, take care of YOU.

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