Thanks everybody.....I haven't email him back yet....and not sure if I want to do that at all....He's absolutely nuts....he's replying to my email after 5 years....OMG!!!!
Last night, I slept very bad.....and today I have lots of anxiety.....yes, I'm very sensitive person and I don't like to hurt anybody.....that's why I don't want to reply him back....because I know I would say something to hurt him....I would like to tell him "You are crazy....total waste of time and energy....I don't even want you at all....stop being so obsess about me....leave me alone and don't email me anymore...."
I have no idea what to do....probably, it's good to email him and tell him to stop emailing me....
I don't want to change my email address....my email address is my permanent address and I have it for more than 12 years....
I was doing a favor to him to keep him to not block him, because if he had some legal issues....I don't have any kids with him....how lucky I am....and I feel petty for him for being so pathetic.....
thanks everybody for your help....
I have to admit that your support has made me a better person.....It has changed my life very much....I don't share this stuff with my friends and family anymore....I didn't tell this to my mum....that is a big step....I have you guys to share my thoughts....thanks again