Seeker,

I don't know if you have children.
But if you had a daughter in this position, what would you tell her to do? " Just play with the fire a little bit honey".

I know that for me emails would just fan the flames.

I'd be checking my emails 1000 times a day, and dreaming of bigger and better things happening.

But maybe that's just me.
Maybe I have too many hormones.

I'm not disregarding the amount of pain you are in right now. I understand how heart wrenching this can be.

You will need time to mourn the loss of a dream. But then you will have the opportunity to meet the man of your dreams that can fulfill them.

I wish you the very best
Twinks