I actually hate this so much; cos I just cannot feel. There's slight anxiety, so I feel I should take a Benzo to get through the day. I'm already craving for the weekend to get here. there doesnt seem to be any structure to my day, so I'm just floating. I'm definitely getting enough sleep.
Was pointed in the direction of researching BPD vs BP 2, and now that feels like it's opened a whole new can of worms.

i kind of feel like i need a hug, but then again have totally withdrawn from some people that are actually quite important to me. I'm feeling terribly sorry for myself, think i'm upsetting people around me continuously and therefore am apologising.
i just dont know where i'm at...?

trying to do some work in between this confusion...