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Originally Posted by sugahorse
Sorry, to clarify: I mean Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) vs Bipolar (BP) 2.
I've told some people, but my brain feels like hogwash right now, but it's almost like I get some sense of satisfaction putting the garbage in my head on paper/into e-mail.
I honestly am beginning to look at myself like a freak. I'm feeling very sorry for myself, I don't want to drain people, but I feel I need some form of attention in order to get through this day.
I want to climb into a hole, but I feel lonely.
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Uh-oh. I've been using BPD to mean "Bipolar Disorder" Oops. I'm sorry, Suga.
It does help to put it out there, doesn't it? It does for me. I think it does give you more control when you're actively engaging in the behavior analyzation.
I'm guessing it's nighttime there...those are always the worst. It will get better.
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