I think I'm starting to snap out of it...FINALLY!

Don't feel so ZONKED from the pills anymore... but I think my mind is slowly moving toward my body again...strange,I know...

I just feel so apart from my surroundings, like my mind and body are wondering around separately... I was strolling around aimlessly this morning for 2 hours, making idle convo. and had an early lunch, all without actually "DECIDING" to do so...like I'd just find myself doing stuff, like autopilot was on, like I was literally going with the flow, except who or what was "the flow"? ...I know that makes NO sense, but right now, I MAKE NO SENSE! I just showed my supervisor how to perform some strange task on a program and I didn't even KNOW HOW TO DO IT!
HOW DID I DO THAT???

I'm freaking myself out a bit, and I KNOW I'm freaking out those closest to me...better go home soon...
HUGS to u suga