Thanks, everyone. I'm actually not in therapy anymore, darkrunner. I did read the article, Perna. Lisa Michelle, that's a good idea. I must remember that!

It's been hard recovering because I felt like this was my identity. I feel like it's the only thing I'm good at. I even wanted to go inpatient, & could have, & have a feeding tube. My psycholgist said she didn't want that for me. I'd even had dreams of ED! Once, I dreamt I got down to ** pounds & my dietician (I don't know why my psychologist wasn't in my dream) threatened to admit me. I know if that had happened, they both would have admitted me! Another time, I dreamt I went to a facility in Utah. Why there, I don't know! I told an employee there I wasn't eating my snacks, & my mom made a face.

Darkrunner, cherry.candy, Perna, & Lisa Michelle, thanks again! Take care!