Too, guilt is a bunch of bull? Even/especially fundamental Christianity, one's sins have been forgiven so there shouldn't be any guilt. Honor thy Father and thy Mother is about respect, not blindly doing whatever rules they make up. You just have to listen to what they say and thank them for their opinion but, as a married adult (cleaving to your husband :-) you don't have to obey them, maybe "love, honor, and obey" husband but no longer parents.

I think you're supposed to hit the bull, is a message your dream might be telling you? That certainly goes with leaving your baggage on the train, LOL.

You're out of the tunnel of your parent's "rule" and have hit that guilt bull, left the train but took the baggage to a pay phone (does your husband "charge" for his help?)