Hi tonia

it really does suck. And it seems like it gets worse. And it does if you think negatively about it. Its hard having depression and not thinking negatively but i find that positive thinking helps. Pretty much everything about your day can bring you down if you let it. I hope that you feel like you can come to these forums and talk about your day and your feelings. There are alot of people here who care and want to help. I hope you feel better.