Although i spent 5 hours at a tattoo shop it was actually not a bad day at all. I have to say all the attention made me a little uncomfortable but i havent been outside of the house that much in a while. There was something liberating about my experiences yesterday. I actually felt like i was alive and somewhat apart of this world. It was pleasant. I hope i dont lose this positive thinking. I felt like my 18th year of living would be different. And if it doesnt happen i will make it happen. Here is this.