Thank you for the support guys.

I dont even know what is wrong.

This mood jsut came out of no where.

Ive been like it for a few days. But its getting worse.

I just want to hack myself to pieces.

I dont think it helps that I have recently brought up something to the police, which they now want to see me about, but at the same time I have the possibilty of getting arrested because I kep carrying razor blades on me! And I have been arrested once already a few weeks back. Im just paranoid I think. Im going to see him because of the rape, but he was the one that got me arrested and sectioned last month!! So he knows what Im like so argh.

I need to stop thinking, jsut want to stop thinking for 2 minutes.

Its all Ive been doing. Thinking about horriblle things from my past.

Im in a really irritable mood as well I jsut cant stand being around anyone at the moment, well my family mostly.

Ive not been physically well either.

and jsut ARGH